I’m having trouble sleeping again. I’m not really sure if I’m worried about my health condition in lieu of my recent laboratory findings that my kidney is slowly fading because of lupus. I know, I shouldn’t worry, I need to trust God that He alone has the best plan for my life and even though I don’t really understand why I am still sick despite the fact that I’m doing all the precautionary stuff to get better, sometimes I just want to ask why?? But I know, I shouldn’t question God and I just need to rely on Him and keep on trusting Him.

I’ve been tossing and turning in my bed last night and I can’t help but think about my deadlines and all the things I need to prepare for my trip to Singapore tomorrow. I’m restless and I badly need to sleep. But I have to hurry to go to work and I have a salon appointment today. There’s just too many things to do but time is just not enough.

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